You feel the cold dry powder
snowflakes tickle lashes in the
coffee-dark morning out the yard
down a hill to pick up the newspapers
Snowflakes
tickle lashes in
your
imagination inflamed with down a hill to pick up the newspapers
atypical, real snowstorm – wind
your
imagination inflamed with
you feel the
cold – confidentatypical, real snowstorm
your business will compel you to shed a scarf, a hat
you feel the
cold – confident
coffee-dark
morning out the yardbusiness will compel you to shed a scarf, a hat
you feel the cold dry powder
--Ron Smith
Where Bloom the Lilacs
But a lad of ten or so
I was called from play with
others like me
At some gully or other junction
of filth and remoteness
Favored by males of nine to
twelve years
Summoned by the police whistle
the folks used to call their
Kids home
Lilac mist enveloped me
I ran toward the inexorable
siren
Away from what and who I truly
loved
To those I was condemned to
love
Too-tweet, too-tweet the
whistle echoed
Parting the lilac mist that
tasted of grape
Not the grape of the vine but
pop sickly grape
What could it be? Too early for
dinner
Home, I found the folks
unclasped, united:
“Go wash up and return,” said
they
when I had and did
they repeated a speech I had
heard the day before:
“You must learn to share us now
with another much smaller
than you (Mom had been away for
a couple of days)
you have a brother, ‘Brad’
we’ll call him.”
“Be proud be joyful open your heart
do you want to see him?”
“Of course I do,” I replied,
receptive,
willingness unlimited I was in
a mood to go along with anything
baseball season was coming I needed a new mitt
without funds where else cold I
turn?
“Of course I want to see him!”
the lilacs grew stronger
They bowed to me with their
treasure
A crimson, sleepy human form
with hands in the air
I was overtaken by the cloying
essence of lilacs and violets
“Awesome,” I said, already
restless
weary of the portentous tone of
the moment
“Here,” Mom said, “hold your
little brother”
too late to refuse, I did not
want to hold a baby
No heavier than the cat it
grasped my hand with knowing fingers
I was sure I had never been
like him
Skin, if you could call it that
was composed of a non-living vinylite matter
Glossy with a slick film of petroleum
jelly
Fragrant of powders, wipes,
puffs and mothering
He seemed to struggle gently
against his airless wrapping
The lilacs, violets and
petroleum jelly were suffocating
“I’ll have someone to go
fishing with some day,” I said
trying to match the sentimentality
in the air
I handed the bundle back
--Ron Smith
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